Sunday, April 18, 2010

Be 'I' Forever More In This World

I've been very depressed and very anxious for the past month or more. I recognize that this probably makes me obnoxious, cynical, troglodytic, stand-offish, grumpy, moody, paranoid, weepy, unpredictable, and just generally unpleasant to be around and that sometimes I just imagine that I am all those things and that people just generally don't find it pleasant to be around me.

Please bear with me. I have a therapist. I'm working on it.

Apparently I have a lot of issues with interpersonal relationships and interactions.

Who didn't see that coming?


* Addendum: That is to say that I imagine that it's generally unpleasant to be around me, not that I imagine I am all those things, but that it is in fact generally unpleasant to be around me. If that makes sense. What I'm saying is that I sometimes imagine that people don't find it pleasant to be around me, but I can never tell if that's paranoia or truth.

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